so last night was unexpected

i heard from God last night.
it still amazes me,
and i guess it never will cease to amaze me
(at least that's what i pray!),
that He goes before me in such unexpected and yet glorious ways.
He is predictably unpredictable.
and i love that about Him.
there's something in the random ways He sometimes works
that calls to my Spirit.
there's a definite understanding there.
anyway, He's working in me,
and i'm terrified of what He is/will/may say to me!
golly, Lord, You really love turning things upside down, don't You?
before i left on that plane, i thought my life was pretty sorted.
but now You'r showing me these things, and laying things on my heart,
and i just don't know what to do!
i'm excited, i'm not going to lie.
God has plans and they are more amazing than anything i'm imagining now.
if you could pray for me...
for courage and wisdom and light in my life...
that would be fantastic.