help

i hardly slept a wink last night.
none of the usual things got me to sleep.
and i kept thinking and thinking.
and then i had a most disturbing and unwanted dream.
and now that i'm awake again, i don't really want to be at all.
but there is no alternative
as i have to face another day.
oh Lord, i pray for resolution.
my God, i need closure.
i need Your wisdom inside me to guide me,
and to make decisions that are pleasing to You.

i need You desperately, Lord.
please don't forget me.
see me in the dark, in my troubled times,
walking on this stormy sea.

i'm looking to You.
please don't look away.
i can't do this without You.